Detachment. Sultan A.

Auto -firm about different motherhood: prosperous and tragic. About the clash of a person with a system at a time when he is as defenseless and helpless as possible. About the place where it is really scary. And about doctors who once chose work instead of their own life, who can be strict, imperfect, outwardly impassive. But behind this impassivity, someone else's grief is always hidden, which cannot but be perceived as a personal tragedy.

“The emptiness with which you leave the hospital without a child will never be filled. This is a physical sense of absence. When he is, everything is different. He will grow up and cry from colic, from cutting teeth, he will wake you up seven to eight times per night. He will have a temperature, diarrhea, chickenpox, sometimes he will cry just to attract your attention, and you will be tired, exhausted, with a sore lower back, oily hair and blue circles under the eyes. But you will be a mother. And this is forever. "