Inhuman permafrost or life as an ideal alibi. Raus N.V.

“In the middle of the night, I fell out of a drug half -day with a feeling that I had driven a thought that had not been caught earlier in a corner. I crept up to her on tiptoe, examined from all sides and finally realized that I was tormented. If, as Masha says, on December thirty -first it was forty days from the date of death of Nina, then, having done simple calculations, you can determine, in fact, the day of her death. And this means that when Sasha was visiting in December 1982, Nina was no longer. I cried late and fell into a heavy dream. Two days later, I flew to Moscow, without having seen Masha Arbetskoy anymore: she fell ill with a child and she did not go out of her shift on duty. She sent me an SMS in which there was a photograph of part of the letter, apparently the very one that my friend left her daughter: ". And I ask you about one more thing, my dear, try to build your life so that you do not have to use it like an alibi, to justify the rash, stupid, and sometimes just vile acts. I assure you, it does not help! In any case, it did not help me!.. ”Yes, this story began for a long time. So long ago, that some details, fortunately, were erased from memory "