Sato. Jafarov R.

“In fact, I dreamed of someday to look at this-bodies, a real cold-blooded murder, and that is why I was so eager for this damned house. I grew up on the best detective series, stories, journalistic investigations. I was in love with my profession, because I felt the strength to become the person who would engage in real journalism in our republic, will delve into the dirty laundry of politicians, poke their nose in any bad smelling business. And this feeling is only stronger from the realization that there was a resource, ready to give tasks. I only had to wait for my chance. He waited. That's what I dreamed about. He dreamed of becoming part of a great story, a big investigation. But what did I get in the end? Threats, insults, cold... Well, four dead bodies. ”

“At first it seemed to me that he finally threw me a threat so that I would not go into this matter, and then, already retroactively, it dawned on me that he had in mind: so that I did not become a problem for systems as a whole. He is right. Any good journalist is a problem for everyone, starting with his family to the country as a whole. ”

“Conscience longed for evidence, and if I could not provide them to her, she was ready to lower the chain dog, which would bite me every time I close my eyes.”

“... All these years I dreamed of looking into his eyes and understand why he did what he did. Understand what was the meaning of these murders. Therefore, I came to him myself: before he was killed or caught and out to death, before all this I had to have time to look into his eyes and understand everything. But my mother told me in childhood: "Your curiosity will not bring to good." “Well, let it,” I thought when the door began to open. “The main thing is to bring to truth”