The show of the freaks of Mr. Arasi. Suehiro Marouo

"I recently turned twelve years old. Three years ago, my father and I left my mother, and we began to live alone. When my mother died, I did not know what to do. The owner of the wandering circus, having turned my head with beautiful words, persuaded me to go into his troupe. But instead of paradise, I got to hell. The life of the circusage is so hard that I seriously think about suicide. I don’t sleep at night, I don’t go to school and I don’t know what will happen to me the next day. I all got into fear and uncertainty. What do i do? What to do? ".